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My Random Conversations with Airheads SMH
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Jazz SimingtonAre you interested in natural products that help you lose weight,health problems,energy and gain muscle
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Aaron CarpenterNot really i just killed myself last night
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Jazz Simington
How u kill your self lastnite?
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Aaron Carpenter
lol i thought you were spam
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Jazz Simington
Lol no I’m not a spam cause what I am telling you is true
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Aaron Carpenter
lol oh well no..im very healthy i’d like to think. I eat healthy and im withing my weight class for my height. I also work out at my school.
within*
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Jazz Simington
Ok but with this you dnt have to work out and u get payed 10 different ways
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Aaron Carpenter
No thank you. How is motherhood treating you? Last time i talked to you you said you were pregnant.
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Jazz Simington
I didn’t tell u I was pregnant last time u talked to me but motherhood is wonderful…how is life treating u?
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Aaron Carpenter
lol okay sure. Life is great. Just taking care of my kids and selling a little cocaine here and there.
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Jazz Simington
How many kids u have? And y cocaine y not something else?
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Aaron Carpenter
I have 8 right now. Times are hard Jasmine. A nigga gotta do what a nigga gotta do. MHS didnt prepare us for this shit.
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Jazz Simington
Dam are u serious u have 8 kids? Yeah I know times are hard..well don’t have nomore kids
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Aaron Carpenter
I wont. I just went crazy when i got outta jail last year and thought i was about to die so i wanted my memory to live on with my kids.
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Jazz Simington
Yeah I feel you, but I don’t seem like the type that would go to jail cause u was down to earth in school
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Aaron Carpenter
Yeah my babymama said i put some dope n hu purse but she was lyin n they found out
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Jazz Simington
So it wasn’t true… U look like u smoke now
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Aaron Carpenter
yeah i be on dat dope sometimes, jus a lil crack and heroin n molly. Nope it wasnt true
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Jazz Simington
I never thought u would have been all thoses drug…the only thing I was taking was weed, I can’t do the crack and all that, I bet your not the same person nomore
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Aaron Carpenter
When i got shot in my back i just was so stressed out and didnt have nobody to go to. Im thu same person. Muh kids love me. I wish i cud c em
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Jazz Simington
Why u can’t see your kids? So that explains y u have got so big cause of the drug…but I just want u to know I will NEVER look at you different since I always use to tlk to u all the dam time
U have been throw lot for u to get shot in your back,cause u are thankful to be alive
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Aaron Carpenter
I look fat Jasmine?
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Jazz Simington
No not in the picture that u just uploaded,but in some of them u do
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Aaron Carpenter
oh okay. I gotta get off this shit then. You ever tried good ol dope?
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Jazz Simington
What kind of dope u talking about?
I mean I liked the size u was when u was in high school
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Aaron Carpenter
cocaine and crack rocks
I was too small n high school
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Jazz Simington
No I don’t do the hard drugs and no u wasn’t too small in High school
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Aaron Carpenter
See i thought i was too skinny like gen and like nelson
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Jazz Simington
Well gen and Nelson was too skinny…how old are your kids? Why u can’t see them? U must got some crazy baby mamas
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Aaron Carpenter
yeah dey all be trippin on me smh..its all gud doe..im on my way back to the top
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Jazz Simington
Yeah I feel yea but they probably don’t want to let u see your kids cause u do drugs
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Aaron Carpenter
i dont do it around dem doe..i tell em to turn dey heads
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Jazz Simington
Well u shouldn’t,but I always heard once u try crack or cocaine then u will always want it…is that true? Is it that good?
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Aaron Carpenter
yep..dat shit is tha bomb
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Jazz Simington
I guess only if u say so…but one day h might stop doing it cause people that do hard drugs are crazy as hell…I’m scared to be around people like that
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Aaron Carpenter
lol dont be scared..i dont look crazy do i
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Jazz Simington
No you don’t look crazy but u might act crazy…wyd now?
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Aaron Carpenter
im waiting on this nigga to at the crackhouse to bring the product
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Jazz Simington
U smoke and sell crack and cocaine?
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Aaron Carpenter
yea im fuckin up right?
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Jazz Simington
Yeah why u ask that? U must be high nw? Do u get on fb a lot?
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Aaron Carpenter
yea i just took a lil hit. I just reactivated my account
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Jazz Simington
See you didn’t talk to me this much in high school as u are now
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Aaron Carpenter
Cause my parents used to beat me all the time and i was scared to talk to people
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Jazz Simington
Are u serious? Are u just lien?
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Aaron Carpenter
Nope they used 2 tear my ass up for no reason
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Jazz Simington
No wonder y u glad to be out there house…no wonder y u use to act crazy like u did…u should text me sometime and just talk to me how u doing now
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Aaron Carpenter
i dont have no phone doe dats y i b gettin on hur
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Jazz Simington
O okay I got u…I thought u had a phone…u still be tlkin to Nelson and gen?
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Aaron Carpenter
yeah sometimes nelson stay in Canada now and Genesis is works as an acrobat at the circus that goes from town to town so we all be busy
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Jazz Simington
Dang I didn’t know Nelson stayed way up there…u and Wesley still talk? I haven’t seen him in a while
Y u just don’t get u a real job since u in school or u making a killin off what u doin?
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Aaron Carpenter
yea thats my boy too..he’s a big time lawyer for like kim kardashian and all the stars..he gettin paper
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Jazz Simington
Is that what he went to school for?
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Jazz Simington
So he had to go to school for 4 years for that?
Wesley stay up there in Dallas?
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Aaron Carpenter
naw he drive his diesel to whereever he have his meetings at
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Jazz Simington
Who Wesley?
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Jazz Simington
O okay…u get to keep your kids sometimes?
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Aaron Carpenter
yea i get supervised visits at tha probation office every two weeks for an hour
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Jazz Simington
Y? What u on probation for?
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Aaron Carpenter
a lil weed from 2010
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Jazz Simington
So when you get off probation? My baby daddy on probation
So you see all your kids at the sametime up there?
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Aaron Carpenter
naw they all stay in different places.. 2 in houston..2 in cali.. and 4 in lubbock
i only got 6 mo months if i dont fuck up
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Jazz Simington
Well please don’t fuck up,so u can get off papers…u just got kids everywhere dang
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Aaron Carpenter
yep im tryin not to fuck up and stay stress free..i be failin all my drug test but not anymore
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Jazz Simington
U must clean your system out before u go?
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Aaron Carpenter
yep i just have to boo boo 4 times right before i go..it help out alot
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Jazz Simington
I hope u don’t fail anymore drug test…do u come to Marshall sometime?
How that help you out? U get the piss test?
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Aaron Carpenter
sometimes..ill be there if mitt romney wins the election
yep i get piss test and hair sometime..dont ask me how doe but it do be workin
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Jazz Simington
I kno u just didn’t… U didn’t vote for Obama?
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Aaron Carpenter
i cant vote..im a 4 time felon Jazz
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Jazz Simington
Dang what all did u really do?
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Aaron Carpenter
just drug shit..oh and 1 charge of child endangerment and assault with a deadly weapon
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Jazz Simington
What u do to your child to get the endangerment charge?
U still u Houston right?
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Aaron Carpenter
i slapped his ass in the head with a pot then told him to sit in the fireplace.lil bad ass
yep im in houston
i was on heroin bad then tho my mind is better now..i love my little man to death
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Jazz Simington
Why u do that to your son? See how drugs take over u…u kno ur baby mama could have called cps on u but I’m glad she didn’t….don’t take nomore herin
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Aaron Carpenter
yea i kno jazz..i was toooo high..i didnt kno what i was doin
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Jazz Simington
Will u ever leave drugs alone?
I know u was too high if u did that too your child…y not just smoke weed and leave the rest of the stuff alone?
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Aaron Carpenter
yeah i kno..he could take it doe..he has a plate in his head..im tryin to leave em alone now
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Jazz Simington
If u stay from around people that do drugs u will be fine cause that’s how I stop smoking myself,but if u always around people that do it u will always want it… U be around people that smoke that wet?
U be around people that smoke that wet?
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Aaron Carpenter
u talkin bout the weed n cocaine mix?
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Jazz Simington
I mean dip
Yeah u do that?
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Aaron Carpenter
hell yea jazz that shit is good for yo body. it make u smart n shit
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Jazz Simington
It do not make u smart… U got to be high as hell nw
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Aaron Carpenter
i told u i took a lil hit a lil while ago
i dont fuck with that sherm no mo doe
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Jazz Simington
Aaron u are a better person when you don’t do drugs and just live your life. I like you better when u was in high school and not on drugs cause then I loved to hang around u but now u might go beast mode on me if I was standing in front of you in person just by the way you live your life… That’s good u don’t do sherms nomore so that is a plus… But I thought white people are the only people that do sherms
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Aaron Carpenter
thank u jazz u r so helpful to me. i kno i got some good inside of me. im tryin to get right doe
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Jazz Simington
I know u trying but it’s going to be hard if that’s all u want everyday to get high…I mean I would rather u do Mary instead of all that other stuff u do
That’s how u look now those two pictures u posted today?
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Aaron Carpenter
i need to just quit all of it really..but i just be stressed out
yep im ugly i kno please dont hurt my feelings
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Jazz Simington
How are u stressed and u going to school? Well if u stop doing all of it and just hustle u will make more money or just get a real just and no your not ugly you still look good like you did in high school… U have never been ugly too me
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Aaron Carpenter
aww thanks jazz just for that im gonna throw this 20 rock away for the night.
cause life is tough
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Jazz Simington
U need to throw all of it away and just start over by not doing drugs…say no to drugs..I be stressed but I just smoke squares and I will be altitude I don’t need no more drugs…I have made a change in my life and my change was not to do nomore drugs since I have a baby to take care of now…you should think the same way
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Jazz Simington
Are u serious u going to throw your 20 away?
If so u already beginning to make a change in life and just keep doing it and u will get a lot accomplished in life then what u have now…u get what I’m saying?
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Aaron Carpenter
i slipped up earlier and smoked a piece of it so its just a 17 rock now but im throwing it away right now
ima take a stand one day..im gettin better n better at it
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Jazz Simington
That’s good are changing but not just for your self…your children too
I hope u are not tell me a story and then u still smoking it…I’m here to help you not hurt u…but I like helping people better there selfs
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Aaron Carpenter
yep i dont want my kids to be dopeheads
thats good u might make a good counselor..cause i really just threw that rock away. im still a little high tho
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Jazz Simington
I’m sure u don’t and I wouldn’t want them to be dope heads either…I stopped cause I didn’t want my baby picking up my habits that I had in the pass
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Aaron Carpenter
jazz i gotta go that shit got my stomach hurtin now. i will ttyl ok
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Jazz Simington
Yeah I probably would make a good counselor…but I’m not trying to tell u what to do but I just want u to have a good life without drugs in it…and okay just hit me back up tomorrow cause I’m off or u can hit me bck tonight whenever u want to is fine with me
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Aaron Carpenter
ok we talk soon bye g2g booboo
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Jazz Simington
Okay
Always Remember
You must always project strength and competence as a man. You do NOT deal with women as you do other men or expect them to deal with you as another man would. Expecting fairness and loyalty to be returned is going to have you looking befuddled. What women ARE attracted to is a feeling of strength, competence and safety. As a man, you will only be respected by a woman if you have more power than her. Women CHOOSE UP. The moment you give away your power and she perceives you as weak, she will be out the door. One thing you HAVE to understand as a man is that women don’t respond to fairness. They respond to strength and ultimately how much they like what you do. Expect reciprocal behavior and you will become disappointed. Now, with that said:
1) Never profusely apologize. Keep apologies short and simple.
- If you did something wrong, state in a matter of fact manner with strength in your voice “That was my bad” and leave it at that. When you get to begging and whining on some I’m so sorry baby tip you will be looked at as weak and will get cold-shouldered. Crying, begging and whining is a no-go. It makes you look weak. If she keeps bringing it up, let her know, “We’ve moved on from that and you need to let it go.” If she leaves, then you’ll have to let her leave. At least you will still be able to maintain a dignified position. If you for SURE want her to leave and be disrespected in the process, get to crying and whining and apologizing profusely.
2) You must stay rooted in your opinions and decisions. Never change your opinions and what you stand on just because of how they ‘make her feel.’
- You, as a man, are the one that is supposed to bring wisdom and knowledge. You are the one who has to know how to get things done. You are the one that is supposed to be rooted and established. You know what true strength is? Something that lasts throughout time. If your opinions and decisions are so weakly rooted that you will change them depending on how the woman you are with feels, that demonstrates a key weakness in your decision making ability and character. You have to firmly know what you are about and stay DOWN on that. The only thing that should cause you to change is the reality of the facts and the truth. Some of you guys will change because you think a girl is fine and she gets offended at some point you make, so you will change your opinion and what you’re about in order to appease her feelings. Wrong move. You have to be established in truth and reality when making your decisions and stand on it. She may act all crazed and dazed about some of your choices, but if you KNOW you are right, you have to withstand that storm… for once it proves that your decision making was correct, it gives you more respect.
3) Like what you do and what you are about and your rules and principles more than any woman.
- You have to firmly know yourself and know which principles to stand on so that you will not be blown too and fro. The Bible states that a double minded man is unstable in all his ways. This is very true. You cannot base your actions upon what someone else wants because you can never know what they really want and secondly, YOU are responsible for your own life, not them. Now the reason you like your own principles more than any woman is because it is those principles that will eliminate A LOT of the nonsense in your life and keep you sailing straight ahead. Principles are established rules and a foundation on how to act which are rooted in truth. Your principles and how you live up to them will give you a certain CHARACTER. This projection of your character will in a large way determine how people, especially women, interact with you. If you come off as a weak guy who accepts a lot of nonsense, guess what kind of behavior you will receive from women? That’s right, nonsense. Do NOT make exceptions for your principles. That tells you that you are not firmly rooted in them and that you are unstable in your ways. THIS is what is so tough. A lot of times you may meet a fine woman and you want to give her a lot more leeway. You give her that leeway and she takes it and does you dirty. Be consistent in your treatment of women and your treatment needs to be based on your principles. The more you let things slide, the more respect you lose and the more she will continue to push the boundaries. You have to firmly let her know her principles and if she violates them constantly, give her the boot. Repercussions for her actions HAVE to be real in order to be respected. You have to love being a man and upholding your manhood more than any woman or else you are going to let them disrespect you because you want to keep them around by any means necessary.
4) Be traditional and be dominant and do not be apologetic for that.
The traditional ways WORKED. These are ways that have lasted through centuries. This ‘modern dating,’ 50-50 trash is NOT new. It was something that didn’t work and got revived because people always want to believe they are doing something new. There is nothing new under the sun. If you fail to be a leader that projects strength and stays in control, you will have all kinds of problems with women. Dominant means that you are the one in charge of the situation. You are the one who puts things together and leads. She feels weak in comparison to you and thus safe since you are the strong one that handles business. Dominant does not mean ordering your woman around and forcing her to do things against her will. It does mean to have rules that she will have to abide by and her respecting your manhood to allow you to make those decisions. If she cannot respect you being a man, get her away from you.
5) Place a high value on what it takes to be ‘your woman’ and with that should come high rewards
A lot of guys are giving AWAY their exclusivity. Wrong. Exclusivity in your dealings should be won. I’m not saying to go sleep around. I’m saying you should talk to a lot of women and not only deal with one until she has passed a rigorous examination of character. That which is not easily obtained is highly valued. You must be NO NONSENSE.
A lot of fellas will make exceptions and rush to be in a relationship wiht a woman. Wrong answer. If she doesn’t meet up with your criteria, don’t let her in. You will save yourself a ton of drama in the long-run. All of that cutting corners and compromising will have you forgetting what you originally stood for. Do NOT accept relationships where she wants to keep all her guy friends around, where she wants to still club all the time, etc. You need to have high standards for your relationships and if she can’t live up to them, then it’s a no go.
6) Be decisive and always have an answer for something that comes up
“Baby what do you want to do” or “what do you feel is right” should NOT be in your lingo. Let’s go here and let’s do this SHOULD. Now you don’t have to make every decision, but you always have to be in control of the decision-making process… aka “I want you to decide on a nice restaurant tonight… somewhere interesting that we haven’t been before” and not “baby, where do you want to go?” But YOU should be the one choosing 8 times out of 10. If she asks you a question, you should be able to formulate an answer. This solidifies your leadership as a man… being able to make sound decisions and distribute reasonable advice at the drop of a dime. Also, do NOT be a ‘do what you want to do’ negro. Know what you do and do not want and what you will and will not accept from a woman beforehand and do not be afraid to communicate her because you might ‘hurt her feelings.’ KNOWING what you want from a woman, communicating that and standing on that is crucial. This is part of being decisive.
7) NEVER do things to emasculate yourself
Being sensitive, crying, wearing extra tight pants, trying to ‘act sexy’ and a host of other things is what you should NOT do. Allowing a woman to paint your fingernails in fun or dress you up as a woman as play is something you do not do. Do not even emulate being a woman for fun. Some of ya’ll negroes be allowing a female to emasculate you as a joke, not knowing she is clowning your butt behind your back. Never sacrifice your dignity and manhood for a laugh or anything for that matter.
Don’t be afraid to demand things from your woman as a man
- Women like to serve and do things for a man they actually really like and respect. Don’t be apologetic and afraid to tell your woman to do things for you like go to the store or get you something to drink. This helps solidify your manhood and ability to command. A woman that cannot do something simple for you and looks at follwing your directions as ‘degrading’ or some such nonsense is one that is not to be dealt with.
9) Never give up your power and control and allow yourself to be ‘owned’.
- The moment you do this is the moment you will be highly disrespected and the moment she will either leave or the moment you will be in a relationship you absolutely hate. Do NOT get into power struggles with women. If she cannot move out the way and let you be a man, do not deal with her. You are going to save yourself a ton of headaches in the process.
Another great topic I read last night..I’m one of the older guys in school right now..sometimes I feel outta place but time passes by super fast so it’s all good. #niketalk, #swag, #college, #adult, #school
Definitely topic of the year material. Feels good to know I’m not alone in the feeling I’ve been having. What is even crazier is within the last week that feeling got stronger and I just had to delete my Facebook (for the 2nd time) and my Twitter. I just couldn’t participate in the bullshit anymore. I literally started feeling uncool and lame for joining in on some of the activities. I’m the least thirstiest person in the world so I am definitely not comfortable just liking a random chicks picture or joint in random conversations on twitter. I really feel out of place. The only thing I have now would be this (which won’t close), I use this to vent and writing is good for someone like me. I also have my instagram but that will probably be closed soon as well. I read that this younger crowd is known as the instant gratification generation and I whole heatedly agree. I really don’t fuck with young people lol. Like seriously they really annoy the shit out of me. I’m glad people see what I see. Me closing my accounts will allow me to refocus my life and prioritize again. This can only be good for me. More time to study, find jobs, internships, and not focus so much on interacting with fake friends who are almost at their limit and talking to people who are trying to be the kings and queens of twitter with followers. This shit is so gay now smh. I’m really embarrassed. Everything that used to be cool is no longer cool. Discretion and being off social networking is really the new cool. #niketalk #nt #nextgen #cool #swag
It’s really deeper than all of this though…
